Hey babe^^

 

Happy birthday!

Wanna wish you a great and wonderful birthday.

Hope you’re having a great time today even though you said you just wanna be alone, spend your time alone at home or driving to anywhere you want by yourself.

No matter what you did today, I only hope one thing, that you will be happy and not cry anymore because if you happy I’m happy too.

 

I don’t know what makes you sad nowadays.

I feel so sorry because I can’t do anything for you. I really hope I can do something at least to be by your side right now. Mianhe chingu

 

Anyway, I hope that you will have a good health and living with happiness and blessings.

And I’ll pray that you will have a great success in your studies.

Last but not least, may all your wishes and dreams will come true.

 

Love you Sacch^^

 

Happy birthday once again.

 

even though i tell it not to go, even though i tell it to stop
my heart keeps going towards you
it doesn’t wear out, it doesn’t decrease
why is my love like this 

one by one, i count and count the memories
my heart can’t rest for even a moment
it’ll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
why can’t i even throw them away

really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have become a fool that’s blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won’t stop
i love only you, only you
can’t you just tell me? 

even if i hold out my hands, no matter how much i call out
you’re always far from me
it’ll be a love that becomes painful scars
why can’t i erase it

really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have become a fool that’s blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won’t stop
just one word.. the one phrase that you love
can’t you just tell me? 

i try to comfort myself with the lie that i’m happy if you just smile
because the place you’re going towards is not me
the lonely tears flow

really, my heart must have done something somehow
i must have gone crazy over this hard love
can’t have you, can’t forget you
waiting for you day by day 

i must have gotten ill from missing you so much
from loving you too much
just one thing.. your heart, that one thing
can’t you just share it with me

can’t you love me

 

 

by : A&T (BOF OST)

 

credits : crazykyootie@soompi, rachLx3

 

~ Ever since I got to know you, I hoped for only one thing. That you’ll be happy and not cry anymore. Like the first time we met, smiling brightly. When tomorrow passes, I’m afraid you might not smile anymore – YJH ~

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

i’m walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can’t you be the one that’s in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

credits : crazykyootie@soompi 

 

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“Because you were my friend, I gave in to you. Because she was my friend’s girl, I let her go. And I gave you every opportunity, until the very end. I’m not going to tolerate it any longer” ~Yoon Ji Hoo~

 

FIVE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

1. Hajar
2. Aaja
3. Jaja
4. Luna
5. Becky (only boboy called me by this name)

FIVE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:

1. september 16 (my birthday)
2. january 26 (jagiya’s birthday hihihi)
3. february 14 (my dad’s birthday)
4. september 2 (my mom’s birthday)
5. september 25,2005 (my convocation day)

FIVE THINGS YOU’VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:

1. send message to leelah
2. watched BOF drama
3. having my late dinner
4. charge my hp
5. pray

FIVE WAYS TO BE HAPPY (when you’re in your house):

1. listen to music
2. eat
3. read yunjaeho’s fanfics
4. watch funny vids
5. play with my niece & nephews

FIVE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:

1. eida
2. maz
3. zura (my ex-roommate in matrix)
4. dilla
5. my pet bro

FIVE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

1. Jaejae’s hugs & kisses :-p
2. Samsung Anycall Haptic
3. DBSK/Tohoshinki’s stuffs (albums,singles,concert tix,etc.)
4. Tiffany & Co. bracelet
5. Sony VAIO laptop

FIVE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. listen to music
2. surfing the net
3. reading
4. window shopping
5. travelling

FIVE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:

1. Korea
2. Japan
3. Paris
4. Maldives
5. Kundasang, Sabah

FIVE FAVORITE DRINKS:

1. mango juice
2. vanilla coke
3. orange juice
4. carrot milkshake
5. hot chocolate

FIVE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:

1. purse
2. compact powder
3. keys
4. eye drop
5. tissue

FIVE FAVORITE COLORS:

1. red OCEAN
2. blue
3. purple
4. pink
5. silver

TOP FIVE HANGOUTS:

1. Home sweet home
2. Megamall
3. Mc Donald (i’m lovin’ it)
4. Kopitiam
5. Beach

TOP FIVE U LOVE SO MUCH:

1. family
2. friends
3. my jagiya :-p
4. cassies
5. yunjaeho supporters

TOP FIVE “THINGS” SPECIAL TO YOU:

1. Tiger’s eye pendant (special gift from my beloved dad)
2. Tohoshinki’s Heart, Mind & Soul album (first DBSK/THSK’s album that i bought)
3. A Walk to Remember novel
4. My Sony Ericsson hp
5. My accessories collections

 

 

1. The phone rings. What is your ring tone?

- Love in the Ice by Tohoshinki

 

2. Did you go anywhere yesterday?

- No, just stay at home

 

3. Who was the last person you shared beds with?

- My younger sis

 

4. Favorite drink?

- Mango juice

 

5. Does the person you like know that you like them?

- No, he doesn’t

 

6. Last time you talked to your mom?

- This evening, over the phone

 

7. Where are you right now?

- Sitting on the chair, in front of my pc

 

8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?

- Of course, anytime

 

9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?

- Toaster

 

10. Favorite pie?

- Apple pie

 

11. How is your hair?

- Short & straight

 

12. Where’s the last place you walked

- Restaurant near my office

 

13. Last time you had a sleepover?

- This morning

 

14. Latest you stayed up in the past week?

- 2.30 a.m.

 

15. What are you doing?

- Rite now? Answering this Q while listening to FT Island’s After Love

 

16. Have you been in a bad car accident?

- Thankfully not. I hope it will never happen to me.

 

17. What is the last thing you said aloud?

- I can’t recall

 

18. Who’s the 1st person on your missed calls list?

- My cousin, Lisa

 

19. What did the last text message you received say?

- I’m too lazy to look at my inbox

 

20. Last time you went to the beach?

- October  last year.

 

21. Story behind your friendster song?

- Yunnie’s fave song, singing by Jaejoongie. One of my fave song nowadays.

 

22. What’s bothering you right now?

- I’m hungry!!! need to find something to eat for the midnite snacks..hehe..

 

DESCRIBE YOUR:

23. Wallet?

- b.u.m equipment

 

24. Eyes?

- Black + grey (I’m wearing contact lens)

 

25. Life?

- Not so good

 

WHAT ARE YOU:

26. Doing this weekend to come?

- Not sure, maybe I’ll go back to my parents’ home. Wanna meet my newborn niece.

 

27. Wearing?

- Tee & short pants

 

28. Wanting?

- More money & peaceful vacation

 

29. Currently listening to?

- It’s My Life by S.Blush..I’m addicted to this song nowadays.

 

30. What do you smell rite now?

- CK’s ESCAPE – one of my fave scent

 

31. Do you sleep sideways, facing up or down?

- Mostly sideways, sometimes facing up & down

 

31. Do you like seafood?

- Yup, love it so much eventho I’m not supposed to eat it. But I don’t care…hehe…kuruma ebi please!

 

33. Do you remember your dreams?

- Sometimes

 

34. Do you consider yourself a study freak?

- Not really

 

35. Do you speak another language other than English?

- Yup, Malay. Now I’m learning Hangul & Japanese by myself. But it’s so tough.

 

36. What did you do yesterday?

- Since it was my off day so I just stayed at home, doing house chores & surfing the net

 

37. What do you hate?

- Noisy & dirty place, lazy, hypocrite, arrogant & ignorant people, liar & hot tempered person, hot weather, politics

 

38. Orange or apple juice?

- Orange

 

39. Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?

- My younger sis

 

40. Last thing you ate?

-  Nasi berlauk for dinner

 

41. If you could dedicate a song to yourself, what will it be ?

- I Even Loved the Sorrow by Jo Jung Hyun

 

42. You have RM1 and you need to buy something beautiful ?

- Hair pin

 

43. What is the last storybook you read?

- Novel A Walk to Remember. I always read it when I’m free.

 

44. If you could fall in love with a celebrity, who will it be ?

- Hehehe..definitely DBSK’s Youngwoong Jaejoong

 

45. Which type of boys do you find hot?

- Smart, active in sports, have a great sense of humor & can cook very well.

 

46. What type of girl are you ?

- Simple, independent, sensitive, considerate & like to be alone

 

47. Your type of guy for relationship?

- Loyal, mature, responsible, hardworking, well mannered, loving & caring 

 

48. What is your favourite ice cream flavour ?

- Blueberry & yam

 

49. What are you actually trying to refrain from ?

- Critic other people & stay up late at nite during working days

 

50. What makes a girl gorgeous ?

- Beauty with brain

 

51. What are the three things you always carry with you ?

- Cellphone, purse & tissue

 

52. When you write letters, how do you sign off ?

- Formal letters – ‘Yours sincerely or truthfully’

 

53. What is the closest to you now ?

- Keyboard

The way you smiled your bright, beautiful smile for me fits you,
Don’t cry anymore, for it makes me want to embrace you

Goodbye Goodbye, I won’t say the words ‘goodbye’,
So please turn your back on me first, you’ll be fine still be in mind,

Baby sky, All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes,
Tomorrow will surely be clear, just stay the way you are, with me

Another day, suddenly I figured out,
Within the picture I didn’t put away, two people were always smiling

Goodday Goodtime, your heart which I embraced,
Lift your hands to the sky, kiss the blue sky your sky

Baby sky, All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes,
Tomorrow will surely be clear, just stay the way you are, with me

Never cry, Never ever hide of myself prime,
You will surely be able to smile in the future, just say the way you are, with me

Baby sky, All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes,
Tomorrow will surely be clear, just stay the way you are, with me

 

Singer : Tohoshinki
Written & Composed by : Micky Yoochun

credits:ginaaax3@soompi

Far, far, you come from a distance
How must my quivering heart speak?
From the very start, you took my heart
I couldn’t recover from the illness you gave me
I want to become a flower pot
I constantly pray

I want to become a flowerpot at your small window
Even if I won’t be able to say anything
From time to time, I’ll receive your smiles and touch
And I could watch your sleeping face endlessly

Faraway, faraway, you’re going somewhere far away
How must I stop these falling tears?
From the very start, you stole my heart
And made me suffer from an illness I couldn’t recover from
I want to become a flower pot
I constantly pray

I want to become a flowerpot at your small window
even if I won’t be able to say anything
from time to time, I’ll receive your smiles and touch
and I could watch your sleeping face endlessly

I want to become a flowerpot at your small window
even if I won’t be able to say anything
from time to time, I’ll receive your smiles and touch
and I could gaze at your sleeping face to no end

I want to become a flowerpot at your small window
even if I won’t be able to say anything
from time to time, I’ll receive your smiles and touch
and I could watch your sleeping face endlessly

credits : kahel@soompi